Hiding behind the veil (mask) you wield this powers so great. The greater the power and riches that come with it, the better it tastes and feels. Except, to get there you have to do so many questionable things. To get higher and higher you have to make sacrifices, cause harm, be a tiny bit evil....first just a little, enough to make you uncomfortable, but not enough to blur your lines. But then slowly, you get more demanded upon you and your comfort level diminishes. And this my friend is the beginning of the end of your soul. And that is what is making you so miserable. Because who the hell are you when you lose your soul? That's the only thing making you you and not some empty shell. Trust me that there isn't anyone inside anymore to enjoy all the shit you got after you got it. After all that!!!
Wednesday, June 8, 2016
In Light and Love
In dark and love
I've always been afraid of the dark. I'm in my 40's and afraid to admit this out loud. I have had nightmares about it (previous blog). So how do I combat that? Slowly, little by little, I've started telling myself "in dark and love". Right? Think about it. God doesn't turn off at night. God didn't clock out, "like hey, ok, um, this has been great and um yea, but I'm going to have to leave you on your own here for a bit, you know....time off, for me, you?nooooo (laughing), you have to stay here."-like that boss in Office Space. No.
God takes not days off. No time off. Never. God doesn't have to. Nor can you tell me the devil only operates during evening hours? No evil takes place during the day? When was that ever the case really? Yet somehow in my infantile head that is what I came to believe as a child and I never shook it off.
So yea. There is definitely "Light and Love", but there is also just as much "Dark and Love". Equal to never greater than.
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