Monday, June 13, 2016

I won't be scared

God help me to never be scared

God help me to trust in you completely

God help to trust your plan

God help me to treat all with kindness

God help me to lead my life with love

God teach me to be brave, every minute, every day

Arms extended to the world in your honor

Arms extended in love for everyone, at all times, no matter what

Can you please help me God.  I feel fragile.  I am scared. I have hangups.  I have skeletons. I have ego and so much more.

I know you God.  I know your love.  I must love myself no less than you love me.  I will forgive myself.  I will support myself unconditionally.  And once I can demonstrate this in reality I can echo it through the world.

And with that I will be saved.

Everything has a reason

Why does water like to travel?  If you've tried containing water in any type of malleable/permeable vessel you'd understand.

It has to go, it is on a constant march, to go, to do it, no matter if it knows not where it goes, like raindrops.  And in so doing, as it travels it cleanses itself pure.  The process of storms/rain, traveling, transforming, it's to cleanse itself.  Have you ever tasted water from a pure mountain spring?  OMG!!!  It's a taste that is unequalled in the entire world. Untouched, unharmed, allowed to live it all exactly the way it wanted to, without human impediment.  It's a true gift from God.  NO EXAGGERATION!!!  It's not that us humans are dumber than beavers (I don't think).  It's that we use materials that are not from the earth itself, created with inorganic chemicals, to try and contain the water and these all bleed toxins into the water.  Let alone that the earth can not cohabitate with these materials without intoxicating itself either.  Yet these hangovers don't last 1 night, they last decades, centuries (think plastic).

It's not about less humans.  The earth can support us all.  We just have to learn to live with it better.  Right now it doesn't like us AT ALL (lol).

We are all so eager to go, to get things done efficiently.  Yes, efficiency is good, great even, but it can't come at the cost of the air we breath, the water we drink or the food we eat.  It can't come at the cost of the planet.  I've found in life that I can't go it alone.  I need input to come to the right conclusion.  Input from people different than myself, because I already know what I'm going to say.   Input from people the same as me, to help build a community of us.  For only in a community do we thrive.  We are social creatures, not lone wolves.  (I'm not sure why we say that because wolves live in dens, at least the happy ones do.  lol)   Out there, somewhere is the RIGHT answer and it may not be in the place you are looking for it.  You have to be open to where it comes from and let your heart decide when you do come across it.  But we have let our obligations, titles, greed, FEAR stop us from listening to it, let us put it aside.  FOR WHEN? FOR WHAT??  If not now!!!  You don't get a break in life.  You don't get to have a time out.  There isn't a do-over, even if you believe in reincarnation....your still required to play it out in this life and reap what you sow......eventually. You only get to have this moment once and you don't ever know the exact amount of time God decides; how many moments to give you.

Okay maybe not an anthology.  How about just what I'm listening to as I do this.  lol

Robert Plant and Tori Amos - Down by the Seaside