Monday, June 13, 2016

What reason is there to worry?

You don't have a reason to be afraid. Your intuition will guide you. The more you use it the more it will prove itself useful every moment of every day. And when and if it somehow fails..... Just deal with it. Or like I like to tell my girls. 

If worrying was beneficial at all, in any way whatsoever, even a tiny bit, I would be not only telling you to do it; I'd be doing it with you. Climbing up that wall, for everyone to see. Proudly!  Loudly!!! Clearly!!!!

But I haven't seen that need yet.

Although. Now that I say that I know it isn't true. I do worry. I worry about humanity. I worry about how underdeveloped our spirituality is. We say we love God (whatever our version is) and yet we desecrate ourselves and the planet in millions of big and little ways every day. We don't honor our lives, our souls, our hearts. The only things that truly make us our own unique selves.  How is that truly living?

So yea. If I didn't have to worry about that very little thing. 😋 I could refer easily to the first part of this blog. 

No pedestal needed

I don't know about her, but I know about me

I don't need money, trinkets, pretty little benefits

You don't have to have accolades, cars, privilege
I suppose those things are all fine and nice
and I do like them sometimes maybe

But what I really want....
You can take everything away above, everything single thing
and all I really want at the end of the day,
is to be loved,
to be treated with respect,
I want, that if you thought about me at all.... that it was nicely
that in your heart you hold a space for me always, above any other
with my best intentions always in your soul
and that
if you needed to be with another female, male, whatever (non-binary)
that you'd be completely honest before it even started
because you know I'd want to know
and I would do the same for you.  Pedestals would just complicate all love making.... or wait....