Sex me up now please**

There's nothing like the sound

The feeling

The touch 

The reality

Of two people making love

Right?

Maybe because I'm only human

Maybe because I'm just a girl

When it comes down to it;

 (and yes I like "girl", in that it is a cute way to see myself and screw ya'll I like it*)

But when you fuck me

When you take me and ravage me

Head to toe

Loving me

Completely

Making me scream in ecstasy

And quiver with delight

Then I want to want to

I do

I want to do those sweet things 

You love so much

Those things that mean something 

Only to you

Because I know what that is

Because I know you

Inside and out

You expect it from me out of the bedroom

And I expect it from you in

But again. I can only speak for myself here.

But next time don't ask me

Why I like bad boys?

* and I like ya'll too so don't try and give me flack for it. So what I was born into a cement jungle and not a rural countryside. 

**lets not let anyone get obsessive here. I'm speaking of no one in particular here. Ever heard that song "you're so vain" supposedly written for Warren Beatty bake in his hay day. Either way. That's supposedly. Not for anyone but Carole King to decide for herself and until I hear it from her lips myself. I wouldn't. 

THC me

Pot vs alcohol 

From my point of view 

I could start by mentioning all the health benefits of pot

Versus

All the horrible things alcohol subjects your body too

I could mention how I don't have to wear dat pads to catch my weak bladder*. My underwear no longer smell like urine or have burn through at my urethra. 

Let's not even discuss that aspect. 

Let's talk about all the men I don't sleep with. 

Alcohol has led me to more rape and sexual coercion than I care to even admit. It has led me to more "what the fuck was I thinking" moments than any other thing I can think of (all combined). 

Pot has never once made me do anything questionable beyond eating something I probably wouldn't have eaten sober. And truth me told that was only at the very beginning of doing it; now I can control that quite well or it just doesn't happen anymore. Which isn't the case drunk though. I'll still plow down like a piglet let loose from its cage drunk. 

And hangovers. omG. Don't get me started on the wretchedness of those. Never had a pot hangover. Maybe not slept enough because of being too stoned, but not hungover. Not feeling like shit. If anything I feel great because pot takes away so much stress that even with the lack of sleep I'm pretty damn happy. 

Alcohol as far as in concerned is vial. It's bad for my health. My body can't tolerate it. My liver actually hurts sometimes from red wine. It simply has no benefits I can see. If you need alcohol to make you more social, good luck not crossing the line between just enough and making an ass of yourself. Because that's a mighty fine line. Ask all the people with dui's. Google drunk woman/man and see the images. Not pretty. Not one bit. 

*have to give up coffee too