What kind of life

What kind of life would it be

To live always in fear

To live always angry

To live always bitter or resentful

To live in constant stress

It just isn't much of a life

Really

But does life go smoothly

Just because you decide you want to always be happy

I don't know yet

Mostly it's been working out

But thinks a work in progress

As am I

So please bear with me



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We shall break soon for audience participation. ;) (joke)

Coincidences.

I don't think I've ever thought more than in passing a few times in my life about Mary Magdelaine. Yet tonight that I write A blog about her the song "don't know how to love him" cames on. I didn't realize it was a Jesus Christ Superstar song.

Weird coincidences. I'll have to watch that movie again. Why did she feel that way?  Low self esteem?  How am I listening to love songs?  I hate how it tries to guess the genre you wanted to hear. I only put in Crosby Stills and Nash. Ugghh.

Life is meant to teach you what you need to learn. Right?  And isn't the saying that "God doesn't give you more than you can handle"?  I hope that's true. I like to hope it is. But unless you're living your life like that father in "life is beautiful".  I don't exactly know for sure. I sometimes have my doubts and I know you can't have doubts with God. God can do anything. Because even then; not everyone died in those concentration camps.

Life is hard. Really really hard sometimes.