Saturday, September 17, 2016

It makes me scared

How much I want to believe the people and things I love

And what I am willing to sacrifice

It shouldn't be that way

I shouldn't have to sacrifice a thing

If they love me back

Right

It should always be mutually beneficial

On all levels

Not just economic

Not just

And yet

We aren't even there yet

Lol

It feels so good

That 5 minutes of love

Is worth a day of hell.....sometimes

Those 5 minutes make up for it just enough

To keep going on

And isn't that a beautiful thought

That any one of us

At any time

Can have that kind of impact

On someone else's life

Isn't that something to keep in mind

To keep in ones heart

That simple thought

That to them

This moment with you

Could be like life and death

Literally

Who's to say it couldn't.

Some days

We all need talking off the ledge

Some days

It's all we can do to stay afloat

Life can be so intensely hard

And conversely

Life is so mesmerizingly beautiful

When you live with God first

It truly is

It's like those 5 minutes of love

All day long

And that's the absolute best

Anyone can ask for

In this life

or any other