I'm a virtual hug waiting to happen

I'm not a hugger. It's sometimes hard for me to give a hug.

I can't tell you why

There is never a reason not to

I don't like making a spectacle of myself

I guess it's self conscious nous

Especially if I don't know what kind of hugger you are

That's my problem.

I need to go all in

Can I walk the walk

And talk the talk

I don't know

I really don't know.

Blacks, immigrants, disabled

I feel bad for you

But probably not in the way you think

I don't feel bad for your saga

Because everyone has their own soap opera to live out

And boring or exciting as you make it be

As hard or as easy as you let it be

So no

It is what it is

I'm sorry if you don't feel up to the task

Maybe you have to stop "trying" so hard

And just let life be for a change

Be as hard as it can be

Which I grasp

I really do

I'm sorry that I don't feel sorry for you

Some of the happiest people I've met have been in just your same positions

Believe it or not

We are all human

We all struggle

You can't qualify your experience as more significant

Than anyone else's

If I don't count even Jesus as being a person who's

Experience was more valuable than my own

Why would I count yours

This is MY experience alone

I give you 100% credit for yours

And I'm sorry

If you are suffering through it

If you need me

I'm here

I will try and help

If you come to me with your heart first

I promise to listen

And do whatever I can

But I refuse to feel sorry for you

Meanwhile

I do feel sorry

For all the people that judge you

That impose their violations on you

Of how you should be
Of who you should be like

Who the hell are they to tell you

What to be afraid of

And worse even

To feel bad for you!!!!

Then continuing the story of victimhood

No one is a victim

If fate led you here

And not through some dumb ass mistake

Some environmental poison damaging your body

Not you simply not listening to your heart

Then I'm sorry

Those are the breaks

I refuse to feel sorry for anyone

Even myself

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All my complaints are half jokes. Because even I can't take myself that serious all the time. So if I sound the bell....if I ring that town clock. Then is when the sky is falling. Lol