I know not

I don't know why things happen the way they do

Nor do I even know what the heck is going on sometimes

In the background

But I always know God

And with that I get so much comfort

I don't have to be blind to the atrocities of the world

In fact quite the opposite

I must follow my heart

Follow the lightness that is love

I do what life/God/love requires me to do

And I do it with a happy heart

Trying to make the world a better place

And allowing that sometimes I may fail

And still;

I do not follow hate

I do not follow fear

I only go llow love/God/Divinity

And with that I am truly free

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This is the master plan at least. 

The truth will be revealed

Eventually

Usually

It tends to happen

That truths get revealed

They are like water or plagues

Simply unstoppable sometimes really

But even when they do get blocked they get revealed at death

Because death is nothing more than a stripping off of the masks we use in life

To the reality of what lies beneath