Friday, April 14, 2017

Incest and Rape

i believe

And I've read about it enough

And seen it

That children are sexual

They like playing with themselves

Fingers and

Genitalia included*

Then add to that they are innocent

And naive

Diminutive generally if not in size also in spirit

Not because of strength.

But because of openness

Children haven't build defenses

They don't understand warfare

Against their boundaries

Therefore

Adults and even children

Need to heed that

There is a legal age limit for good reason

Not just arbitrarily applied to whom we chose

When we chose

And the same can be said for rape

In a way

Should it be fair that now that I know I have boundaries

Whoever wants to

Whenever they want to

Get to invade them

Without my consent

Just because they want to

And can

How in the world is that sane and humane at all?

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*i honestly can't remember the first time I masturbated. Honestly it wasn't until my 20's and then only with use of a vibrator; I think. Which I find a little sad. I can't say i didn't like the friction of fingers; because well lubricated that can be an awesome thing. I just don't seem to get too juiced up solo. Maybe. And I didn't have no money for K1; plus never have needed it when I'm with the right man (not being quantitative or evaluatory). Who knows. One could ponder things all day. And though in hindsight a lot of people say they have what they consider 20/20 vision about the past. I sometimes believe it's a lot more about the story people want to believe than the actual story really tells when it tells itself (from all sides); but of course seldom do anyone but the players (and sometimes even not them; through no fault of their own) know what's really going on.


God......bring me

God bring me joy

The genuine kind

That lights you up like a firecracker

From the inside out

God give me ease

Not in The outside factors

But in the inside ones

Make my spirit and heart light

With the tranquility of your love


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May I have the compassion and benevolence

The overwhelmingly palpable feeling of love

 that seems to me to be the root

Of you.......God

May I first learn to direct it to myself in complete acceptance

And then learn to point it to everything

And everyone else.