And I've read about it enough
And seen it
That children are sexual
They like playing with themselves
Fingers and
Genitalia included*
Then add to that they are innocent
And naive
Diminutive generally if not in size also in spirit
Not because of strength.
But because of openness
Children haven't build defenses
They don't understand warfare
Against their boundaries
Therefore
Adults and even children
Need to heed that
There is a legal age limit for good reason
Not just arbitrarily applied to whom we chose
When we chose
And the same can be said for rape
In a way
Should it be fair that now that I know I have boundaries
Whoever wants to
Whenever they want to
Get to invade them
Without my consent
Just because they want to
And can
How in the world is that sane and humane at all?
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*i honestly can't remember the first time I masturbated. Honestly it wasn't until my 20's and then only with use of a vibrator; I think. Which I find a little sad. I can't say i didn't like the friction of fingers; because well lubricated that can be an awesome thing. I just don't seem to get too juiced up solo. Maybe. And I didn't have no money for K1; plus never have needed it when I'm with the right man (not being quantitative or evaluatory). Who knows. One could ponder things all day. And though in hindsight a lot of people say they have what they consider 20/20 vision about the past. I sometimes believe it's a lot more about the story people want to believe than the actual story really tells when it tells itself (from all sides); but of course seldom do anyone but the players (and sometimes even not them; through no fault of their own) know what's really going on.