I'm smart
Above average intelligence (if you want to go by a few tests)
Most would say pretty probably
Not gorgeous necessarily
Voluptuous
Sensual even sometimes
But what I feel is my greatest attribute
Is the ability to connect with other people
On a deeper level than the superficial nonsense
We all play through all day long
The thing is that
To be at that level of vulnerability
Involves a deep strength
That I haven't quite mastered yet full-time
So
A lot of that time I play along
With fun
And lightness
Or so is the aim
With melancholy and seriousness
When I can't quite get even there
I am compelled to write. It helps me digest and interpret my ruminations. Here I present them in complete truth.
Thursday, May 4, 2017
Smirk
When I smirk when I've "gotten my way"
It isn't a smirk of "ha, ha", bragging, teasing, manipulation or what have you
It's a smirk of that "this feels right" juice flowing through me
If it came with a thank you
Accept that it was heart felt.
Because as a girl
A natural born nurturer
Know that I've given in 100 times more than this one (mild exaggeration with most people)
In ways you will never fully know.
So yea. Let me smirk sometimes.
It isn't a smirk of "ha, ha", bragging, teasing, manipulation or what have you
It's a smirk of that "this feels right" juice flowing through me
If it came with a thank you
Accept that it was heart felt.
Because as a girl
A natural born nurturer
Know that I've given in 100 times more than this one (mild exaggeration with most people)
In ways you will never fully know.
So yea. Let me smirk sometimes.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)