I am allowed to be who I am
That's the glory of life
The glory of living
Is bringing my own originality to the game
Being true to myself
Knowing
I only mean the best for everyone
That I would never hurt anyone
Or anything
Needlessly
Foolishly
Or purposely
But let us humans forgive ourselves our fallibility
As long as we resolve and prove to be honest
From there on
But....
One of
maybe my only truly great features
Is that I am always honest
Maybe I throw in more small talk and showmanship
than I at that exact moment would like to
But that's it.....really
Never trying to hurt
Anyone
Not myself
Not someone else
Ever
No matter the circumstances
I haven't encountered the circumstances that could dictate me purposely to do so
And I hope I never do meet up with those
But I do realize that even those tiny inflagrances is unacceptable.
We must be completely honest
Always
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Although. Truth be told. I have seen those circumstances before. When I tried to commit suicide decades ago. The loss of hope. Was catastrophically horrendous and I can't do that again. Hope is my default now and some days it's the only thing keeping me sane.
I am compelled to write. It helps me digest and interpret my ruminations. Here I present them in complete truth.
Friday, May 26, 2017
Wednesday, May 17, 2017
Hearts be open
If you can manage life with equanimity
Without having to reference the contrast between compassion and selfishness
Then by all means
Go forth and be happy
For everyone else
Repeat after me
I know God
****
that's spirituality
Knowing God
And letting God help you navigate through life
Especially the bad parts
Religion
Is someone telling you
What your relationship with God should be like
I have my own internal compass to God; fortunately
I understand and accept what resonates with me from all parts of the world
All parts of existence
Of my experience
So I don't feel the need for religion
When I have spirit with me
Available always*
---------
*as does everyone in my religion. ;)
And no I'm not trying to start my own religion
That would be sheer hypocrisy
Wouldn't it?
But if even one heart opens one day
From something I said
Something I did
Something I was to them at that moment
Then that's a wonderful thing.
Without having to reference the contrast between compassion and selfishness
Then by all means
Go forth and be happy
For everyone else
Repeat after me
I know God
****
that's spirituality
Knowing God
And letting God help you navigate through life
Especially the bad parts
Religion
Is someone telling you
What your relationship with God should be like
I have my own internal compass to God; fortunately
I understand and accept what resonates with me from all parts of the world
All parts of existence
Of my experience
So I don't feel the need for religion
When I have spirit with me
Available always*
---------
*as does everyone in my religion. ;)
And no I'm not trying to start my own religion
That would be sheer hypocrisy
Wouldn't it?
But if even one heart opens one day
From something I said
Something I did
Something I was to them at that moment
Then that's a wonderful thing.
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