Why so complicated

Why is wanting to be loved

And wanting to love so complicated

It's comical almost

I wish I knew

It isn't as hard as it seems

But it involves being open.

Completely open

And it just isn't a place

Most people want to be

I get it

I really do

Sooo

Just keep doing what your doing

And if it ever becomes to much to bear

Come over to love

Come over to full acceptance

Come over to compete forgiveness

Coke over to never ending trust and love

There you are

You will be fine

And it will all be fine around you

Everything

Everyone

Will be fine

Isn't that the best wish we could ever ask for?

Get out of the way!!

some people

Could have it all

Everything they want and dream of

If they just got the fuck out of their own way

But all this self doubt

This panic

This cynicism

This self hate

Or self imposed repudiation

Kills it

annihilates it completely into oblivion

Were you're to blind to see

You even had it

So close

Yet so far