I lied

I lied when I said that some genetic modification is ok

Upon further contemplating

It isn't ok

And this is my same stance on abortion

Who is to be the giver

Changer

Judge

Of life and death

On what is "better" or "best"*

Ultimately only God

Although this theory would seem to contradict emergency life saving medical intervention as well

And that just seems cruel

To not save someone if we can

AND

They want to be saved

But I still right now say

That we shouldn't be messing so much with Mother Nature

We should be finding ways to heel ourselves

The planet

To assist with the giving of life

Not with the taking

Unless absolutely necessary and cleared with any other parties involved

The animal gives itself to sacrifice to feed

If asked and let to do so

Ask any native subsistent living hunter and they will probably agree wholeheartedly

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*that isn't to say we don't make changes and Improve the world. It means that we only proceed to the benefit of all. We proceed for the benefit of all life and lives involved. Genetic modification leads to frankenfood. Food we haven't studied long term enough. Food that short term produces bad results.  I talked to a pig farmer who told me himself that his pigs were sick off the gm corn and it wasn't until he started feeding them non-gmo feed that they got better and healthy. The proof is in the science. Science should not be political or corrupted and manipulated for gain, power and profit. Knowledge should be for all. Open source is the only way to go. And if that means our "enemies" use it for gain then we aren't being good fellow earth citizens and negotiators. There can always be a win/win maybe with small compromises for both parties, but to mutually agreed upon happiness as well. Life should not be about the oppressor and the oppressed. I'm so sick of that viewpoint. I'm sorry but I don't want to live that script anymore. I just don't.

Even being sick and in pain feels like an oppression to me

And I'm tire of it

Maybe letting go of caring about it won't make it better

Although I venture to say it has a better chance than anything else I have been trying

But at least I will be happy

Irregardless

I will be at peace

When the party gets going

When this party gets going

Truly going

No one will stop it

Because it won't belong to any one person to stop

It will be in people's hearts and souls

And it will be such a spectacular party

That no one will want to miss it

No one at all

You won't be able to lock them out

And you won't want to anyway

This is what it is about after all

All belonging

Everyone one of us

Experiencing that love we so long for

The missing link we so much crave

That sense that's it's all ok

It's all exactly how it's meant to be

Everyone wants that koolaid

And the great part is

It's never ending

And no one can take that away from you

No one