Don’t apologize

So often in life it seems like one is asked to apologize for who they are

Because they just aren’t good enough

I say don’t

I say accept yourself completely as you are

The good. The bad. The ugly.

Take it all in.

Ruminate with it

And let it be

As long as you aren’t being a total ass

By hurting others with intention and/or lies

By controlling and manipulating others

Especially those in less powerful positions

Then why the hell not?

If you are doing those behaviors

Cut it the hell out

If hell is anything like heaven (as far as planes of existence)

Then there is ample room for everyone there

But heaven misses you already

And if you knew the beauty of heaven*

You would not want to miss the homecoming of your soul


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*take every one of your deepest feelings of joy and love. Every instant where your heart thought it would burst with joy, where tears came to your eyes, where you could feel the glory of God and multiply that to the he power of infinity. Yes!!!  Infinity. That’s as close a picture of heaven as I can paint you.

Waiting

I’ve prayed

and wished upon the moon, the stars, the angels

To bring me you

A representation of God on earth

To meld perfectly with me

In a space of pure love

I know you exist

I know the experience exists

And as I draw towards what most deem the halfway mark

I wonder

With waning hope at times

If we will come to fruition

If the dream will become reality