The Devil

it occurred to me that maybe

Just maybe

The Devil while they find enjoyment to our suffering and pain

Great enjoyment

Maybe it’s just because what we’ve done to ourselves is so funny

Really the devil just shines a light on who you’ve become

A very bright light

Where all your insecurities

All the things you took on to be true

The fears

The phobias

The anger

Jealousy

Disappointments

It all gets mirrored back to you at a megadose

All at once in constant stream

To where you are literally sophisticated by your own demons

Maybe that is funny to some people.

It lacks compassion. Sure.

But I see the stark contrast

I experienced it

Maybe over time I can understand it better.

Maybe I’ll just muck it up by overthinking it.

Who knows. Lol

It can be exhausting

This world

And the games we all play

The nuances of social interactions

The roles

The tones and undertones

The bravado beneath the falsities

It can get so fucking exhausting to follow along with sometimes

That it’s almost much easier just being mellow

And free and going with ones own rythym