Well maybe

Maybe plan A was a really good one

All things had been factored in

And yet

Here you are

Confounded and confused

As to why it isn’t working

When plan b pops into your mind

So you follow it?

Access

Is this coming from a place of fear and panic

Or out of a welcoming feeling of love

Maybe plan A was just a warm up for better things to come

Maybe plan AZ24  is the best one you’ll get too.

Wouldn’t that be a heavenly ride

I don’t. Until I do.

I don’t.

The time isn’t right.

Whatever.

I just don’t.

Until I do.

And hopefully.

Then

It will be mutual

And it will be healthy

And it will be beautiful

Better than anything ever made believe.

And if by chance

That isn’t meant for me

I hope I get to enjoy

Many beautiful people

In and out

Along the way