I love computers

I wish I was a nerd

I love computers. Always have. You know why I love computers?  Because it's even playing ground. No matter your age, race, sex, income, computers treat you the same. Definitely, absolutely not the Internet, but the rest of the computer does, for now at least. It doesn't slow down the mouse for your youngest daughter when she's using it, not without being asked specifically to do so, through a tab or screen control, which no person outside of who you specifically want to can control it. I wish they weren't trying so hard to make computers smart. What do we need that for?  Has any of it added to our quality of life?  No!!!!

  Look at society. We're falling apart. Look. Closely. Doesn't everywhere you go seem to be full of stresses?  What if we don't buy into that anymore?  What if we stop trying to live the story we've been given and instead just LIVE. Go with the flow. Hasn't life always been so much more enjoyable when you've been "in the zone" of life. In the zone of living? * 

I know. That sounds scary. We've been living in the hot zone for so long we can't even remember what it's like to not live this way. To not live always weary, always scared.  Don't we have to keep living this "for our own protection"?  That's been the biggest fallacy there is!  If it weren't for a couple books we wouldn't know what this is?  We would just be living it. We would just be going moment by moment. But we have books telling us how we should do it. How it should go. Almost every single thing I've heard Jesus say, or read from other religious books basically seem to say the exact same thing; they say to love, to treat others as we want to be treated, to live by example, to not judge.  It doesn't say separate yourselves, build walls, create diversions, go to war, kill each other, destroy the planet. Or did I misread something. We aren't meant to fight this battle. It is not our place to wage the war. It does not satisfy our soul. It does not make us truly happy. And yes. That can be scary to think of. To try and shift so far from the paradigm that's been set for you. That has been all you know. Scary!!!

 Even going back to my very own ideas of good/bad just being two parts to one equal energy. And that there could never be a majority hold in either; both being completely equal.  So this would in my opinion just mean that it would consolidate power (into fewer and fewer people).  In other words if we stop pursuing this idea of right and wrong and stop trying to police the world, then someone would still be the owners of this fight/power. Somewhere out there Good and evil would still be fighting "The Great Fight". But if we as humans were left to be but mere animals again, allowed to enjoy our lives as we see fit, then only God and the devil themselves would be left to handle it. And why should it not be so?  Why must we be pawns in the game of the "All Mighty"?  

So yea. That's why I love computers.



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*by this I mean in your utmost truth. With your heart on your sleeve, vulnerable, exposed in the absolute moment of pure truth.

Digressing from above: There are more female in the world then men. You do not have to swing your dicks in the air trying to get the girls. You have nothing to prove to no one. I'm not really sure I believe in monogamy and I most definitely do not believe in heterosexuality/homosexuality. I believe humans love whom we love when we want to love them.   Not for a set amount of time, not for a set amount of feelings. Our lives are fluid, like water; not meant to be bottled up (pun intended) but to roar like wildfire down a million and one waterfalls (if we so chose).  But this does not mean that you don't have very special people with whom to share your life with, a lifetime even. If anything it means just the opposite. It means that the relationships you do have are very, very meaningful and honest and true.