Yes but why

I’ve always been a bit of a rebel

Some would say

I would not

I would say ever inquisitive

And trying to be pendant

When I get told to do something

I respond much better and follow through best

If I’m told why

Because I want to use my own judgement

In life we have to follow sooo many rules

Social cues

Etiquette

Speech patterns

Deciphering people’s characteristics

Analyzing our environment

That it all gets so exhausting

That while a lot would take upon he easier route of just following along

Trusting

And/or not caring about a why

But that isn’t me

I haven’t learned life’s lessons by just following along

I’ve learned them by paying attention

and knowing and understanding the why

If my heart can’t follow along

Then what’s the point of life at all

Isn’t it then not truly worth living

For what kind of life can that be?

One devoid of your very own spirit