Still struggle

I still struggle sometimes with the paradox between

Letting fate play its role

And setting things in motion For myself

In this specific instance I am referring to dating.

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I’m on tinder.

Putting myself out there

Subjecting myself to unwanted judgement

And people with nefarious motives

With the hope that by putting myself out there

I increase the chances of finding what I’m looking for

But does it work that way?

Or does fate intervene when it decides it is the right time

Place

Person

To bring what I need

When I need it

Regardless of my pursuits

I don’t know.

I really don’t know.