Sunday, June 26, 2016

Part two

(Part two) When I love 

I love unconditionally 
For the most part
And I have a huge capacity to love people
And 
Not in a covetous way
But
In a I'm gonna let you be whoever/whatever
You want to be
And I'm just here for the ride
Way

That's doesn't mean that arguments don't ensue
That tempers don't flare
That emotions don't get heated
It just means I'm still here
No matter what
No matter why
No matter when
For as long as I exist
I'm all in
With you

Now that's a very deep kind of love
It's the kind we sometimes see between
Mother and child
But when I love you
Anyone you
I have that for you
And the more I love you
The more I demonstrate it
Because let's be serious
You can't go demonstrating blind love to strangers
Can you?
No one is Jesus
Or Buddha
And people call you crazy
When you do it
Consistently
Don't they?

That's all I want in life
To have it in me to love everyone
Always
No matter what
I've don't it before, a lot
Instances
Days even
But the goal is always

Because life is golden when you do it every moment
But it can't be faked
You gotta give with your whole heart
You gotta be completely open
You have to have absolutely no fear
Life knows 
God knows
People, animals, beings
Know at their core the truth
Without words 

Which is why I have such a hard time believing Jesus had people that wanted him killed. That even back then, even since the beginning of time (Adam/Eve) we had greedy, manipulative people so out of touch with their own hearts/souls/God that they would want to kill such a pure person. Like really?  I mean if you are to believe the story as it's told this is what they are saying. 

That's a scary story. It's probably no wonder people don't want to follow in his steps. He got killed people (unless you read some stories I've seen that contradict that), but the general consensus is that he dies. Right?  Persecuted on the cross no less, for days and days. 

So what you're telling me (Bible) is that I should aspire to be like this man every minute of my life.  Turn the other cheek. Love everyone. Not judge. Etc. etc. and yet he gets this kind of treatment. Then. And he was so much better than we can even aspire to be. He was "the best son". Right?  And he got this treatment. That's a scary precedent. 

Of course he did supposedly resurrect right and then 40 days later ascended to heaven to be beside God.  

What would you endure to enter heaven? If you know heaven exists. 


(part one) all I know is my own experience


No matter what I've been told
No matter what has been shown
No matter what has been demonstrated
Supplicated
Indoctrinated
I can only believe what I believe
This stands true for everyone
Until we open our eyes/hearts/souls to something else
Then all we can believe is what we believe now to be true
Correct or incorrect as that may be
We are truly no better than the irrational toddler
That won't see that they can't see that what they are wanting
Is an impossibility
Lol
It's the crux of the situation
And it's the same for everyone 
Which is why it's always better to live open to the endless possibilities
Than staunch on one sole way
Because there are many ways to one end

So.....

Here is my version and mine alone. I share it with any else who want it freely, with love, and a welcome mat set out and everything. But I do not push this view on anyone or demand it be anyone's truth. It is my truth. That is all I can attest to.