Part two

(Part two) When I love 

I love unconditionally 

For the most part

And I have a huge capacity to love people

And 

Not in a covetous way

But

In a I'm gonna let you be whoever/whatever

You want to be

And I'm just here for the ride

Way

That's doesn't mean that arguments don't ensue

That tempers don't flare

That emotions don't get heated

It just means I'm still here

No matter what

No matter why

No matter when

For as long as I exist

I'm all in

With you

Now that's a very deep kind of love

It's the kind we sometimes see between

Mother and child

But when I love you

Anyone you

I have that for you

And the more I love you

The more I demonstrate it

Because let's be serious

You can't go demonstrating blind love to strangers

Can you?

No one is Jesus

Or Buddha

And people call you crazy

When you do it

Consistently

Don't they?

That's all I want in life

To have it in me to love everyone

Always

No matter what

I've don't it before, a lot

Instances

Days even

But the goal is always

Because life is golden when you do it every moment

But it can't be faked

You gotta give with your whole heart

You gotta be completely open

You have to have absolutely no fear

Life knows 

God knows

People, animals, beings

Know at their core the truth

Without words 

Which is why I have such a hard time believing Jesus had people that wanted him killed. That even back then, even since the beginning of time (Adam/Eve) we had greedy, manipulative people so out of touch with their own hearts/souls/God that they would want to kill such a pure person. Like really?  I mean if you are to believe the story as it's told this is what they are saying. 

That's a scary story. It's probably no wonder people don't want to follow in his steps. He got killed people (unless you read some stories I've seen that contradict that), but the general consensus is that he dies. Right?  Persecuted on the cross no less, for days and days. 

So what you're telling me (Bible) is that I should aspire to be like this man every minute of my life.  Turn the other cheek. Love everyone. Not judge. Etc. etc. and yet he gets this kind of treatment. Then. And he was so much better than we can even aspire to be. He was "the best son". Right?  And he got this treatment. That's a scary precedent. 

Of course he did supposedly resurrect right and then 40 days later ascended to heaven to be beside God.  

What would you endure to enter heaven? If you know heaven exists.