I realize
That in life.
I come off a bit wishy-washy
And it's not that I'm trying to be coy
Or deceptive
It's that I simply haven't made my mind up 100%
It's that I'm still just going with the flow
And that flow
Much like the tides in the ocean
Runs in and out
In many directions
All simultaneously
Trust that
I'm not trying to be disloyal
Or indecisive
I'm just waiting until I have it all
Absolutely clear in my own mind
Before I declare it to the world
And/or decide to do something about it