not bi-polar

I realize

That in life. 

I come off a bit wishy-washy

And it's not that I'm trying to be coy

Or deceptive

It's that I simply haven't made my mind up 100%

It's that I'm still just going with the flow

And that flow 

Much like the tides in the ocean

Runs in and out 

In many directions

All simultaneously

Trust that

I'm not trying to be disloyal

Or indecisive

I'm just waiting until I have it all 

Absolutely clear in my own mind

Before I declare it to the world

And/or decide to do something about it