Please believe me that

My word is everything

I can live with omission

It seems to have to be done

Sometimes for kindness

Sometimes from fear

Sometimes ambivalence (stress)

But if I say something

Then please believe

I've tried everything in my power to do it

Everything

I do really try

But

If I falter (or rather when)

If you could just please believe

It wasn't entirely my fault

That everyone and everything

(In my world)

Also had some skin in the game

And I can only do so much

Even Moses only parted the sea once (lol)

But that being said

I really am trying to not have my soul

Burn in hell

By following the usual protocol

And deceiving you is not one of them

So I want to try and lead my life 

In such a way that I do not have to deceive anyone 

Ever

Anymore

And my only wish

Is for everyone

Everywhere

To have 

To live

that kind of peace