I'm an idiot.

I never say never

And I love to have a good time

I love to meet people

I love to see the world.

I love to let myself live

With my heart leading the way

I know that scares people

They want me to be logical

And Jason was my "logical" sometimes

My sounding board.

That's how it should be right?

Marriage should be about

Loving and supporting you spouse

In whatever they are going through

And showing up

For the "shit show"

No matter what it looks like

And guiding them gently

Lovingly

Being on their side

Always

At least trying

And he did that well sometimes

I'm going to miss that part of marriage