Friday, April 21, 2017

Manifesting

Ok.

So I truly believe

With every atom in the being of my body and all the energy of my soul

That the universe can manifest possibilities beyond our tiny grasp of understanding

If we just let it

If we open ourselves up to the possibilities

To the immeasurable amount of possibilities

And just believe

Open ourselves up to the real belief

That to me is true spirituality

The belief in God

The belief in our higher consciousness

The belief in things like miracles and manifesting and things outside our grasp

Outside our daily spectrum of seeing, knowing and understanding

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So what about famine in Somalia

While I do believe Mother Nature has a wrath which we can neither control well nor quite grasp

She has all the right to want us living cockroaches off of her

We treat the world overall no better than rats treat their own environment

Actually of all animals

We are probably the absolute worst

So much for evolution and being the "chosen ones"

If the fact that we kill each other and our own habitat isn't proof we're just base, moronic heathens

Grasping desperately for our souls to flourish once again

I'm not sure what does

But it's so hard for our souls to flourish in this world

It is almost set up for us to fail that deeply, all so important

Truly what life is about

Task

We were put

Like every other animal here

To flourish

To co-habitate with each other

And our environment

In a symbiotic way

Of mutual benefit

Really not complicated!!!!

And anyone that says so

Is just making excuses

There can always be in this world a win/win

Always.

And we (as sentient beings) have the capacity to help the universe

Make that happen

Or hinder that

You can

Chose your battlefield

Chose your opponent

Chose your strategy

Mark your territory if necessary

Suit up

And go forth

Or

You can shield yourself with the greatest shield of all

And yet be as vulnerable as a new born baby

When you go forth with love

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Soften your gaze to the world

Relax your entire body

Breath

Soak it all in

There is beauty in it

There is beauty in you

There is beauty in life

Give yourself to giving

To it all

Not taking

Giving

Giving what is needed

When is needed

Life wants you to play

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I have a hard time coming to terms with famines and

Wars

And with the evils that surround us

When I look at it through the eyes of love

I see the games

The stupid games

And it hurts my souls deeply

But fortunately God

Replenishes hope

And more importantly even

Replenishes love as needed

Indefinitely, unendingly

As much as one cares to draw

When you care to draw it

On tap 24/7

Thankfully

It's inside

But also outside

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Look

This isn't about letting yourself be hurt physically, mentally, spiritually.

It's about following your heart

Without judgement

And knowing that as long as you are doing no harm

Purposely

Willfully

Knowingly on any level

If you are doing everything you can

To bring compassion

Love

Acceptance into this world

And you are doing all you can

to see that in the world

To seek that

To forge that

In whatever way

Big or small that you can

Making allowances for our own inherently flawed humanity

Many, many, many allowances of compassion

Then?

I don't know

You must chose your own answer

I've chosen mine.

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Mine is that that is indeed a life well lived

No matter what anyone else may say

I can live with myself with that

And that is after all

Who I seem to be right now ;)_

This bag of bones and this ever yearning spirit

I can live with this little slice of theater known as mortality

And make the best of it

Just make the absolute best of it

Wednesday, April 19, 2017

Hold your banana buckets

said no blackened skin tropical person ever

And yet

I

Of part Afro-can descent

Say that constantly

And laugh about it hysterically

Because why the hell not

I'm just making fun of the ludicrousness of it all

Of it all sometimes

All so trapped in our stories