Deep dark places

I saw my 4 year old

She was sitting on her fathers lap

He was outstretched on the floor on his stomach

She sat backwards

And with her palm softy held half palmed

She was lightly tapping on his penis.

He was wearing soft basketball type shorts

The sight and thought bothered me

And I moved her hands away from him

Which then made her think she had done something wrong

Not on a conscience level

I didn't see any reaction from that at least

So now

Could I have done more harm than good?


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Once you've lived in a world of deep dark places

You can't unlive it

It marks you for life

That's why I try so desperately to live in the moment

Giving light and the benefit of the doubt

To everything and all things

And if not.

Not worrying about it too much

Don't get me wrong

I will always stand up for those oppressed

Those taken advantage of

Those without a voice of their own (literally and figuratively)

Always

But sometimes I still let the past seep in

Or the future (worries) in to play too

And that's always trouble

Or at least so it seems to be

And that's good enough for me

To try at least

To live in bliss this moment

This moment that I can

Minnesota Measles outbreak 2017 May

So there is an outbreak of measles

So far no deaths

A few hospitalizations unfortunately

But this is my stance to not have to take a vaccine

The CDC themselves admitted in a published study

That they later tried to hide

And got the scientist fired for leaking the truth

(Because there was nothing wrong with the research itself)

That boys given the mmr shot develop autism at a substantially

Greater rate then the rest of the population

Still favoring boys in general over girls though

So. This one size fits all vaccine

With no concern for size, physiological background, heredity

No conc en for the poisons it carries

Like mercury and phermaldehyde

No name just a few

Although the though of embryo parts comes to mind as quite disturbing to a lot others

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Maybe they do need the abortion clinics after all (disgusting thoughts)

But they are necessary none the less

Because we live in a world of inequality

We live in a world of have and have nots

A world where the shackles of parenthood are too vast and economically unviable to some

Not to mention for the obvious matters of rape, incest, and in some cases deadly and maybe not so deadly disorders.

We can't judge. If we are not there to help lift the burden of those most at need then we truly do not have a place to pass judgement. Isn't that God's job?