maybe it could be seen as humility
Maybe a step below that
But some days I feel great.
I am happy and then
I start to gloat a tiny bit
Or get excessively happy about an accomplishment
Even if minor
And then slam
Out comes this self-depreciation
I’m not that great
Don’t get me wrong
I firmly believe I am no worse and no better than anyone else
If we each stepped into each other’s shoes I think we would see
There really is no extra wiggle room for judgment in there
But I suffer
I cry
I make mistakes
I behave inappropriately
I sulk
I whine
I bray
I’m human
I have the full range of emotions and thoughts
It is part of the human flux
I just go with it now
Let myself be who I am
And some days
Maybe most
It is not perfect
But it doesn’t mean life still can’t be pretty darn great
Right?
Yep
I firmly believe that
Now give me a hot minute to get over this heartbreak
And I’m sure I’ll be feeling it again
Right quick
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OMG. I’m not being facetious. Who doesn’t love country folk? I would go on that country matchmaking website if I didn’t think it was way too ballsy. I might just get that desperate though. Lol. I guess we’ll see.
