Not impressed with myself

maybe it could be seen as humility

Maybe a step below that

But some days I feel great.

I am happy and then

I start to gloat a tiny bit

Or get excessively happy about an accomplishment

Even if minor

And then slam

Out comes this self-depreciation

I’m not that great

Don’t get me wrong

I firmly believe I am no worse and no better than anyone else

If we each stepped into each other’s shoes I think we would see

There really is no extra wiggle room for judgment in there

But I suffer

I cry

I make mistakes

I behave inappropriately

I sulk

I whine

I bray

I’m human

I have the full range of emotions and thoughts

It is part of the human flux

I just go with it now

Let myself be who I am

And some days

Maybe most

It is not perfect

But it doesn’t mean life still can’t be pretty darn great

Right?

Yep

I firmly believe that

Now give me a hot minute to get over this heartbreak

And I’m sure I’ll be feeling it again

Right quick

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OMG. I’m not being facetious.  Who doesn’t love country folk?   I would go on that country matchmaking website if I didn’t think it was way too ballsy. I might just get that desperate though. Lol. I guess we’ll see.