Let's all hate immigrants

*

I honestly don't agree with people having the right to leave their country to go stay in a new country

With the only exception being

If the general rules of that new land

Are the rules that said people want to abide by

That the way this "new" (to them) society functions is in line with what is in the heart of the person/people wanting to go there

That's why people flock here

To the US

Isn't it?

They have some misguided notion

That you can have it all here

That you will have freedom

To be who you want

To be "successful"

To be a somebody

To live a life in peace

But that simply isn't the case really

Once you scratch the surface

Of the very defunct "American Dream"

And as a foreigner one would

Have an uphill battle to keep up

Even more than the "regulars"

In this never ending 

Spinning door

Of consumerism and greed

Dishonesty and traitorism (betrayal)

And death caused by industrialization and corporate control

So while I don't believe that people should leave their countries. I understand why they do so. They do it from shear fear and desperation; they seek a chance for better, giving up all they have in life and leaving it all behind for simply the possibility to live a life in peace. 

Please just send them all back to die amidst the rubble of the countries that our own super power countries have pillaged dry of every resource possible and left decimated and uninhabitable.  The same ones our countries have helped fund wars for and given arms to.  Turn away their children and many hungry, desolate souls. 

I have a Big Mac to buy in my giant SUV on the way to kill an animal just for fun, while I TiVo my favorite reality show to not have to be bothered with any nuisance of information I don't preselect. 

What do we care?  Really?

Right?

*Nothing can ever be solved

With fear and hatred 

There can be an ending

But it won't be a good one

I can guarantee

And that applies to all parties concerned

Not just the supposed "victims"

From minimum wage to freedom

Minimum wage

How do we expect people to bust their ass on minimum wage jobs 

It's insulting really

To think that these poor workers should be grateful to be starving 

A recent report states that nowhere in the USA can a minimum wage full time worker rent a 2 bedroom apartment.* That's just an apartment, we're not talking food, utilities, car/transportation, clothes, bills, etc. No where can anyone living on minimum wage afford just a meager apartment. Yet we expect gratitude, a friendly smile, great service, a never ending smile, at all times. Seriously??

Congress doesn't work as hard as minimum wage workers, or as many hours. Yet they get paid well. People who are statistically speaking are much less your model citizen (bankruptcies, failed businesses, legal issues, crimes, etc.) then the average person. 

And yet people sometimes balk to tip them. Really?  If that extra dollar is going to bankrupt you, stay home. In Australia and Germany they have a very high minimum wage. I gather that is because they are a fairly homogenous societies and once more minorities come about that may change. Of course I could be wrong. This is just my skewed view of the possible reason. 

And also. Now. Don't get me started on contract workers. 

These people (generally speaking) went to school, did everything they were "suppose to do". And now they have no stability, no benefits and are worked as bad as day laborers or sweat shop workers. With any prospects of a permanent position making them out against each other for it. Talk about savagery. And these are the lucky ones to get a job now-a-days.  Right?

Yet we are fighting how many wars?  We are (militarily speaking) in how many countries?  Haven't we spent enough on war in this country to buy each citizen a million dollar home. Each and every one!!!

https://www.nationalpriorities.org/cost-of/

I'm dumbfounded how we could be so stupid. So complacent. 

That it has been proven that congress does exactly what special interests and corporation want it to do; regardless of the citizens desires. A 20 year study just revealed as much. That majority rule makes no difference anymore.  That the preference of the average citizen has virtually no impact on policy. None!  90% of the population doesn't count as far as congress is concerned; except at election time, and even then less and less as they strive to manipulate the votes more and more. 

http://www.upworthy.com/20-years-of-data-reveals-that-congress-doesnt-care-what-you-think

It's all so laughable really. 

This country isn't free?

It's a royal smorgasbord for the top percenters while the bottom 90% (or more probably) pay for it dearly, with our lives, our children and our supposed freedoms. 

*http://www.pressherald.com/2016/05/25/data-rent-not-affordable-on-minimum-wage-nationwide/

My child(ren)

I helped created them with my very own blood, sweet, and tears. 

From my very own body

They are as much a part of me as any actually part of me

And I am here solely to protect them

And love them

As best I can

With all the wisdom and kindness

I can muster for them

And you want to impose your 

Ideas

Injections

Morality

And unjust laws on them

Simply because we/she/he/they happen to be born here

Without giving us parents any right to object. 

How does that make any sense?

A parent knows what is best for their child

Or bears the burden of a bad decision if not

So that you can not hold me legally responsible for all they do or what is done to them in my care

And yet not give me sovereign power over their very existence, over life or death decisions regarding their life

(in as much as a parent is ultimately capable of having this power, before it slowly starts reverting to their own power; hopefully

It's my body

Not yours

Mine

It was all I was given in life

It is the only thing that is truly mine

And yet

You think you have a right to impose

Whatever you want onto it

Why?

Who gave you that right?

Unless God decreed it from heaven directly

In a miraculous act

That I can clearly see for myself

Get your fucking intentions

Off of me

The Devil

Ultimately

If you have no fears

If you have no attachment to anything

If you have no vanity

No greed

No desires for anything outside of goodness and love

No deceit

Then you have no vulnerabilities

Then you have nothing for the devil to

Use against you

You have nothing 

For the devil to torture you with

If you can look in the face of evil

With love

Then you have truly won

The greatest battle of them all

Being peace

I shall wait and see

I don't know if they are lying to me

I'm not positive I am being betrayed

I am not 100% sure exactly how they feel

And I am uncertain of their true motivations 

One day

It will all be clear

One day

It will all be revealed

Until then

If I want to live in peace

I must give them the benefit of the doubt

And be at peace with it

Completely

Because until my heart has all the information it needs to make up its mind

All I can do is keep 

The door open

And my soul awakened

To the endless possibilities

---/---

Of course with things like

Forced vaccinations/Pharmaceutical greed

Chemtrails 

The GMO government conspiracy

And Corporate takeover of our lives

It's so hard to not be angry

Which is not very peaceful

THC

I love pot

It lets me breath

It relaxes me deeply

It gives me space 

Inside

To think things through

A bit clearer

It heals me

From the inside out

And that's the best healing there is

life in one easy lesson

What gets you out of bed

On some level

Unfortunately

It's your obligations

But on another label

On a deeper level

It should be your

Love of life

Your love of living

And you can't have a zest for life

When you are living it wrong

But the good news is

The only way to live it wrong

Is to not follow your heart

To not listen to your soul

So stop 

unplug

Breath deeply

Listen to the whisper 

Before it's gone

For good

Be love

I'd rather be labeled crazy

Then to live separated from my heart

To live separated from the love of God

It isn't worth it

It's no kind of life

The one they pretend makes you happy

It's no kind of life

Living for others

No matter who

No matter why

If it goes against your heart

It just isn't worth it

It's not worth killing your soul

Part five

So that's heaven

And we leave maybe because we love it so much that we think (if that is possible)

That we will be able to appreciate it so much more if we leave it and see it from the outside

Which how can that be so really?

Once you are there 

You lose all sense of self and separateness

A better theory that I've played with

Is that when a souls is called to come forth

A ladle dips into

The "bucket" of love

And there comes a person

Which is why we are all still part of he collective

Which is why we are all so interrelated

There is no separation

Of spirit

We are all still one spirit

It's hard to explain something unexplainable. Words just aren't enough to comprehend it. 

So then

Hell

Hell is a placeless place as well

Except there is ground

There were walls

There was no heat

No fire

There was a single entity

Of pure evil

Of pure hatred

And this entity

Knows you

Yes you

Right here

In this skin

Better than you know yourself

It knows your deepest darkest parts

Your insecurities

Your deepest

Fears

And it's only pleasure

Is in seeing you writhe

In pure agony

Over every single one of them

It hits you at every angle

And seems to laugh as you 

Cry and your body/mind/soul/spirit is wracked in pure unending torture

It is the scariest place

The worst horror story

The most evil ever encountered

And it's all geared towards you

My pulse hula hoops just thinking of it

As vaguely as I can remember it

An aside

I love reincarnation. 

Life is hard

We make wrong choices so often

We don't go with our heart

For fear

And we do this

Soooooooo much

How am I going to get it right?

How am I going to go into heaven?

If I can't listen to my heartens follow it 

always

I hate that Christians say

That if you repent at the last moment of your life you go to heaven

Yes 

God is forgiving

And sure 

Part of me can believe it

But how fucking convenient

Really?

Let me just pillage, plunder, rape and blaspheme 

And I'll just make sure and hit the 

"Please forgive me"

Button at the end

Few things make me quite as mad as that one (lol)

Instead

I like to believe that maybe we could come back. 

Although why we'd want to is beyond me (lol)

We should buckle the fuck down and get to the work at hand

Instead of lolligaging with the devil

It's just so sad that it's virtually impossible to be yourself 

Without people trying to stop you

Up to and including dying 

It's such a tide to bear

Then add on top of that ones own natural 

Tendencies to ease into

Gluttony

Vanity

Greed

Convetousnous (yes I know)

Wrath

And all those other pesky habits

Ugghh

That the laziness in me

Wants to believe that we get more than one go

That we don't go to heaven and hell just in this one shot 

But.....

I have a hard time believing that when I've seen hell

And reincarnation theory leaves no room for hell

Well. 

I change that a bit

After reading this brilliant explanation

http://info.happy-science.org/2016/336/

Basically Yes. Hell does exist in reincarnation theory but souls can not be born from hell. Thank God for that. Phew

And that appears to correlate with the babies I've seen. Angelic for sure and reinforces my theories quite well. Which is a nice boost. Lol. (Hello vanity and insecurity.)

Part three

Heaven is the most miraculous place you could even imagine

Completely unimaginable 

Because it is literally

Nothing

It is simply and exclusively

Love

It is the best feeling you've ever had

to the millionth power 

You are part of everything

And everything is part of you

There is no here

No there

It is all one

Just one

No male

No female

No up

No down*

And the only way to 

know any kind of separation

To see "yourself"

To take a good look at it

Is to be born into the world

Now. You have no idea what you're gonna get when you get here

(Although some would argue quite convincingly that you chose your own life because that is the life that will most clearly get you closer to going home*)

*Close your eyes

See nothing

There is a faint color of red

A pulsing sometimes

Your veins

The light coming in from your eyelids

It is similar to that. A nothingness

But it is so full of every beautiful feeling you can imagine. Engulfing you

**although I like to think it's trying to show you all that you have left behind (in heaven) to help get you there. 

Part two

(Part two) When I love 

I love unconditionally 

For the most part

And I have a huge capacity to love people

And 

Not in a covetous way

But

In a I'm gonna let you be whoever/whatever

You want to be

And I'm just here for the ride

Way

That's doesn't mean that arguments don't ensue

That tempers don't flare

That emotions don't get heated

It just means I'm still here

No matter what

No matter why

No matter when

For as long as I exist

I'm all in

With you

Now that's a very deep kind of love

It's the kind we sometimes see between

Mother and child

But when I love you

Anyone you

I have that for you

And the more I love you

The more I demonstrate it

Because let's be serious

You can't go demonstrating blind love to strangers

Can you?

No one is Jesus

Or Buddha

And people call you crazy

When you do it

Consistently

Don't they?

That's all I want in life

To have it in me to love everyone

Always

No matter what

I've don't it before, a lot

Instances

Days even

But the goal is always

Because life is golden when you do it every moment

But it can't be faked

You gotta give with your whole heart

You gotta be completely open

You have to have absolutely no fear

Life knows 

God knows

People, animals, beings

Know at their core the truth

Without words 

Which is why I have such a hard time believing Jesus had people that wanted him killed. That even back then, even since the beginning of time (Adam/Eve) we had greedy, manipulative people so out of touch with their own hearts/souls/God that they would want to kill such a pure person. Like really?  I mean if you are to believe the story as it's told this is what they are saying. 

That's a scary story. It's probably no wonder people don't want to follow in his steps. He got killed people (unless you read some stories I've seen that contradict that), but the general consensus is that he dies. Right?  Persecuted on the cross no less, for days and days. 

So what you're telling me (Bible) is that I should aspire to be like this man every minute of my life.  Turn the other cheek. Love everyone. Not judge. Etc. etc. and yet he gets this kind of treatment. Then. And he was so much better than we can even aspire to be. He was "the best son". Right?  And he got this treatment. That's a scary precedent. 

Of course he did supposedly resurrect right and then 40 days later ascended to heaven to be beside God.  

What would you endure to enter heaven? If you know heaven exists. 

(part one) all I know is my own experience

No matter what I've been told

No matter what has been shown

No matter what has been demonstrated

Supplicated

Indoctrinated

I can only believe what I believe

This stands true for everyone

Until we open our eyes/hearts/souls to something else

Then all we can believe is what we believe now to be true

Correct or incorrect as that may be

We are truly no better than the irrational toddler

That won't see that they can't see that what they are wanting

Is an impossibility

Lol

It's the crux of the situation

And it's the same for everyone 

Which is why it's always better to live open to the endless possibilities

Than staunch on one sole way

Because there are many ways to one end

So.....

Here is my version and mine alone. I share it with any else who want it freely, with love, and a welcome mat set out and everything. But I do not push this view on anyone or demand it be anyone's truth. It is my truth. That is all I can attest to. 

I love Filipinos

They are such humble people

They may talk a tiny bit of shit behind your back with each other

But they have such good hearts

They have such kind spirits

I honestly never felt like they meant a word of it in evil

Ever
It was just funny is all

If it was even said

Sure of course not all

No totalitarian statement 

ever rings of pure truth

But I do believe mostly

That's why it saddens me to see that they are beheading people

Honestly

If the Filipinos are doing it

Then our world economy is in most seriously danger

And as we sit here drinking martinis and craft beer

This world annihilation is going to seem to creep up out of no where and bite us all in the ass

And to think

All it would take is caring

But instead 

We're so intent on controlling

On how it can benefit corporate America

That's what our politicians are doing

You think they're just raping you

You think they are only bending us over

With their forced vaccinations

Their poisoning of our food chain

Their making us codependent on pharmaceuticals

Desecrating our lands

Really?

You think only we are the recipients of our governments greed

No!!!!!!

We're the LAST in line

They started all over the globe first

Then they thought. Hey...why not our own

Why not profit from our own

And there you have it

Foreign politics 

In one easy lesson 

It's not that women like being treated like shit

Talking just for me here but

It's not that I like being treated like shit

To the outside bystander it may feel that way

Look that way

But that simply isn't true

I know when the stacks are turned

It's just that I like how alive and radiant

It feels to live in truth

Not the bad stuff obviously

The good stuff

The really, really good stuff

And you know what feels good

A fucking great orgasm

A great fuck

Full of love

Chock full to the brim 

Of elation

Nothing faked

Nothing toxic

Nothing not wanted

Only everything given

Putting it all on the table

Like here

Like this

This is me

And having a great fucking time with it

Giving it a real go

Top to bottom 

When that stops 

So does everything else

For me

It starts there

All I've been trying to say

Is that I'm right

Not because I want to be

Or like to be

Not because I'm trying to win at anything

Or anyone

But because I see things with my heart

And sometimes your so busy 

Working at living 

That your forgetting to live

In your heart



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Sun is Shining -Bob Marley

:(

When you looked at me

With that look in your face

That you didn't approve

That something was wrong

That's when I knew

I know it

I've given it

And I understand very well, that sometimes

That's all it takes

To completely end it

All

Not because I've wanted it to

But because sometimes that's all it takes

My heart

I follow it

Not because the books taught me

Not because the law tells me

Not because the voices in my head (of the people that I've heard said)

Not for any particular reason at all even

Just that my heart told me too, it always tells me....

Pure and simple

And if we could do that

If I could do that

At every instant

It would all be glorious

Wouldn't it?

All we need is love

All everyone really wants

I want you to know where I am
The sun is shining ...where I stand


Bob Marley -Sun is Shining

Sexual Deviancy

Nothing happens in a glass bubble in life, in a sealed vacuumless chamber. Life is complicated. People are complicated. 

Why do we have help at the ready for everything imaginable; from sweaty palms to addiction, from acne to mania? There's a pill, a cure, a program, something to try, some process to go through.

But unless you're in the criminal system there really are no "services" for the sexually depraved; pedophiles, necrophiliacs, rapists, and so many more. 

Are we to believe that they don't exist unless they have entered the system?  That's just outright laughable. Of any crime only a small percentage ever get caught, which goes to stand that the majority of "offenders" have not been caught and possible may never be "caught" in the system. Yet these are still; brothers, fathers, mothers, daughters, uncles, teachers, employers, priests, librarians, etc, etc, etc.

Ever take a look at the dark web?  All kinds of degenerates* on there. Yes. Law enforcement tries to curtail it and they do get lucky here and there, but it still leaves the majority of people not caught. And some of these people maybe would possibly consider help if it was available. Don't you think?  Have you ever had an addiction and wanted to get out of it?  It's damn hard. Sometimes you need help. 

Yet this segment of society; one of the most harmful ones is left to fend for themselves. The only help they probably get from each other is support to continue (I'm assuming).

Yes. It's scary. To think that these people are there, mixed among us, part of our every day life, targeting the most vulnerable among us. But ignoring them isn't the answer. 

Isn't it about time we took off our fucking blinders and addressed this segment that also needs compassion. They became who they became for a reason. Something happened to them. No one grows up saying "I want to be a monster" unless they have been conditioned that way.  Remember every baby you've ever seen and tell me please if they reminded you of pure evil or pure goodness and no; not the ones crying on the plane next to you (or similar situation). Those don't count. Lol

-----------

I wondered tonight to myself if there is any correlation between our societies obsession with youth and a rise in pedophilia?

"Love is my Religion" - acoustic version Ziggy Marley

*too strong a word maybe???  when I find just the right word I'll change it. 

Sad World

It's a true travesty when the people that care the most. The ones that are doing the most work, from the ground up, hitting the pavement trying to make a difference, be the change, make this world a better place are killed. 

I read a report that said that 700 environmentalist had been killed in one decade and I believe those stats are old and that the bloodshed has only gotten worse. 

Who will save us?  Who will save the planet if we keep killing the only ones willing to do the actual hard work it will take to make it happen?  

God no!!!

We need to step away from technology. I mean sure it's great. It's useful. It's expeditious. But the control it has over our lives is ridiculous. 

Take Eric Pickersgill's artist renditions of people in (simulated?) real life situations with their devices taken from their hands. 

http://www.removed.social/

Now add to that Farhad Manjoo's report on virtual reality goggles coming to you for every day use. 

http://mobile.nytimes.com/2016/06/23/technology/tripping-down-a-virtual-rabbit-hole.html?campaign_id=A100&campaign_type=Email&referer=

Like what in the world are we doing?  We are escaping life and by so doing so we are escaping living. For what?  Some illusion of safety?  Some illusion of happiness?  We are social creatures. Watch the documentary "happy". We need human interaction to be deeply, truly happy. Get that shit out of your hand and go fucking live your life, in REAL surround sound.  

Wouldn't it be great!

Wouldn't it be fucking fantastic

If you always knew the truth

No matter who was lying

No matter the altering motives

No matter the cause, the case, the clause

And to know why!!!!!!

So many times in life we have no fucking clue why shit happens the way it does

No clue

Even sometimes when we think we do

We really don't

That's why I am trying to learn the "Silva Method", because if it does what it says it can do then we don't have to live in fear anymore. We don't have to live afraid. 

We don't have to live any lies. 

And God fucking Christ

Wouldn't that be spectacular. 

i didn't ask for any of this

I didn't ask for this sadness

I didn't ask for these problems

I didn't ask for this loneliness

I really didn't 

Yet here I am

Here we are

And what can we do about it

We can only keep going

There is no one right

Or one wrong way

To go about all this go abouting

All we can do is keep trudging through it

Day by day

Minute by minute

Moment by moment

Hoping we are doing the best we can

Along the way