Inside Joke

I so much quite often believe that my life is an inside joke that I don't know about

But I've stopped letting that depress or gloom me

Maybe  Hints are shielded from me right now for a reason

Maybe there is a greater cause I am unaware of

I have to give it to God

To find peace

That maybe I don't have all the puzzle pieces quite yet

But I hope and pray that what does come into focus

That I can somehow find some glimmer of goodness

Come from it

And in the highest hopes

I pray that it be full of love

Full of light for me to see ever so clearly

And I wish everyone else the exact same

I hope your hearts opens so wide

It feels almost if it's going to burst

But it hurts so good