Just REFUSE

I refuse to believe in things that don't make sense to me

I'm not a fucking idiot

I have an IQ far above average in fact**

But sometimes things "just don't make no sense" - as old time farmers and westerners used to say in those old west movies.  No idea if it's true. Would like to think so; but I wasn't there and this  stuff has been put into history quite well with stories of old. I'm sure there are even language/colloquial dialogues of the time well documented somewhere.. Guess its just a matter of who you believe always.

I have a right to believe WHOEVER I want. It's my life. It's my body. It's my environment. I should have some control over it. Period!  The only caveat is that I can not impose my views on anyone else's life; except my own children at most and not always if I am harming them more than not.*

End of fucking story.


*yea right. Like that would ever happen. I give my life for this girls and have absolutely no issues doing it. At all! Doesn't mean I can't still take care of me too in the process. I always try to make things a win/win. And why the hell not?  Answer me that.

I don't have to go around hurting ANYONE just to get what I want. No!  It isn't necessary. You just Havyo keep trying. You have to keep trying to do all things in love. Hard as hell and yet so intimately and ultimately  simple.

**I was tested far above average in High School. So. I've lost a few brain cells along the way. A)  No more so then people tend to lose as they age and B) I can feel them rejuvenate (literally) when I meditate or am in deep yoga/Thai chi.  -  Look.  I'm not going to be on jealousy anytime soon; maybe wheels of fortune and that's at best. Lol. It's not that I think I am inherently smarter (because I don't think that's the case at all) it's that I comprehend things sometimes a little better than most people do. But that comprehension is easy to see when you just open your heart and even the "dumbest"  people on earth can usually understand that one (inherently sometimes).