No thanks

i just don't want to be part of anyone's spectacle anymore

Not even my own most times

I just want to rise above it

Not because I'm better than it or anyone in it

Simply because I don't desire to get involved in it

I don't want the stress

The worry

The tension

The trauma

Although

I do like the happiness

The tribulations

The beauty of comraderie

But how do you achieve comraderie

Without exclusion

Of some sort

That's what I have not yet gathered

That lesson doesn't seem to exist in this world

So until I figure that out

No thanks

I'll just do my own thing

And you please do your own

And leave me be

If you could please

And I will try and do the same for you

So...

If we do chance to meet

Let them be only on the most real and hopefully pleasant of circumstances

Let it be so