I love my blog

Because it's still my own

It isn't owned

It isn't coerced

It isn't judged

It's my own voice

Reaching out towards heaven

Reaching out to the world

In secret

The best way to be

Behind the scenes

(Trying to be at least)

I don't need to shine too bright

I don't need to affect everyone I see

Good or bad

I just want to be me

Whatever that means

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I have all these stickers on my car. Right;

I love Rainbows
Gratitude=Happiness
Love is my religion
Smile more -complain less (I'm secretly super bosy sometimes lol; just when I feel I have to be.  When works needs to be done. Otherwise sometimes shit doesn't happen that needs to and I don't want to be blamed for that. I don't want to blame myself for that.)
One love
God bless everyone - no exceptions
Everyone is fighting their own battle - be kind always (something like that; not exact verbiage)

And I feel like taking it down sometimes because I want the right to be bitchy sometimes

I want the right to stand up for myself when I need to

I'm sorry that sometimes I'm in a hurry

That's the banality of my life

I never have all the time I want with all the people I want

It can't be helped

That is my can of stress.

So once in a while

When it gets to me too

I want to be able to pass a car going slowly (when safe and prudent) and not be judged

I want to be able to not be a target for abuse

No matter how many good intentions there are about the contrary

I deserve that right and many more.

Yet it seems hypocritical to have those stickers and do the above too

I shouldn't. Feel that way though.

I should be able to be me

No matter who that is

Who shows up for the party

That's always been my stance

And for now.

I'm sticking with it

I guess we shall see who wins that battle. Lol