I've always been

I've always been one of these kinds of people that will find a way.

Tell me what needs to be done and I'll do it

I'll put myself out there if I care enough.

And most of the time.

Truth be told no matter who you are.

I care enough

I just do.

Even if that puts me in harms way 

(explanation for strangers)

Because right now

This second

For whatever reason.

I'm sharing this life experience with you

And good or bad

I plan to be here

Truly living it

Every single moment I can

And the best way I've found to live it

Is through love

You know though;

Sometimes....

You aren't quite sure

What is reality and what is not

Sometimes there are nuances to life

That One isn't exposed to

One isn't quite aware of

Think of the day you found out about the "dark web" for instance

Weren't you like

"Nuh-uh"

(End of explanation)

But

I can't be all things to all people is the thing

My first and foremost obligation is to my heart

To God

Then myself and my children 

(Like on the plane when it goes down "to first put on your mask-parent/guardian; then the child's")

Then everyone else in a close almost dead heat with everyone else

All we can do 

All I can do

is honor God with my life

God who came before us

And will reign after us

God to which we go when we die

And from whom we came from

Our mother/father so to say

Our created/creator*

*I know that humans seem to be hard wired for religion; for the belief in something greater than ourselves. And I salute that. It's called an instinct. I know. Go figure. Science. Like the instinct to love. Like the instinct to procreate. Like the instinct to congregate. They are called ANIMAL INSTINCTS. OMG. Didn't you get the memo. We are animals. Someone catch that woman. She's about to faint. No sir. Don't hurt me. It's the truth. We are animals. We have instincts. It is science. And one of these instincts is to believe in God. Like it or not. All of our instincts come from our need to survive. So then. God is necessary for our very survival. Like the fight or flight response.*** Hmmmm. Gee. Scientifically proven to be good for us. Better than all the vitamins and minerals of the world combined; one would think as those aren't always instinctual per se. (Like eating sand can be). 

Then let's try to really find God. Let's try to really live by God. Whatever God we want to believe in. Let us really embrace that truth and live it.  Model it. Be a beacon of light for the God that we need/want to believe in to survive. Hey. I'm happy. I can live with that. In fact the thought makes me giddy** with happiness. It really does!!!  So here is where.....(big gasp for emphasis) Science needs to embrace God. Yep. I said it. Drop the mike!

**giddy meant excusively in a good way

*** don't even try to tell me (old banker mans voice like in Mary Poppins) "in today's society the fight or flight instinct is a hinderance".  Yea tell that to the million of people walking around the planet saved by it. It's an instinct. We need it. Stop telling me what I need and don't need. I'm not breaking a law. I'll decide. That's what I hate about science. It's just more laws. Because gee........between the government and every day social norms don't we have enough laws already. Why put more on me I don't want or need. That don't improve my quality of life. Think of those bad vaccines (MMR - the ones smart countries separate into separate vaccines. Which is still dumb as measles naturally inoculates us against many far worse diseases; like cancer). Science law. Science should not hold me captive and keep me from my beliefs. My conscious and to me Religious beliefs. The belief God gave me free will. That's right. Boom. The lesson of Adam and Eve in real life format; not fictional anecdote.